"I don't…want to be scared…any more…or to kill…anymore…I don't want to kill any more…I don't want to be alone any more…I don't want to be any thing any more…I do not need a reason to kill myself…I need a reason not to"
"I myself am pursueing the same instinctive course as the veriest human animal you can think of - I am however young, starring at particles of light in the midst of great darkness." (John Keats)